my behaviour can be called stupid...at least stupid...the funniest is that i understand it...
- hello, my quiet madness
- good night, fairy...
i've lost everything, i've tried to get it somehow returned, and as a result i lost the rest of it... it's so fatal...
i can't simply sleep at night...the whole week already...as for consequences i have my illness and a morning faint...no begging dear, don't be afraid, don't fly into a rage...it's ok, it's just like fairy('s)tale for adults only...i keep on phonning you..i know, this irritates you badly...i'm phonning to tell you 'oh, i see, you are probably busy, but what about having a meeting today'...i'm phonning to hear 'i'm not at home/i'm busy/stop it! i'm bored to death with your calls' ect..i'm still phonning you..i know, i mean nothing..well, actually, i do feel it, but..you should understand because you were in the same boat 2 years ago..
funny, you don't read my diary anymore, so you won't read this..so i can say with confidence i'm writing for myself only..
hello, my poor madness...
forever yours,
Absinth Green Fairy